Hmmmmm...

I'm feeling weird. I don't really know how to describe it other than that. On Monday at work Chris was acting... I don't really know how to describe that either, but it was like he was sick and stressed and worried or something. Anyway, he had me really worried. Today he was in, and he was certainly better, although still not himself. And to be honest, being worse than Monday would have been hard. Also I got the feeling at times that he was almost trying too hard to smile, laugh, etc. to stop me from worrying or asking him about it (not that I was gonna ask, but he didn't know that). Except I could still see that there was *something*, and I still worried a bit, and I may have annoyed him by worrying. I practically ordered him to go to lunch. I mean, he can go on his own EXCEPT it was 2:45 and he'd been there since 9:45. He was off at five, and he *still* hadn't taken his hour. So I was kinda like, "Go. Now. Not eating=not good!" He was like, "I appreciate the concern..." I think there was a "but" coming, although he didn't finish the sentence. Then later I told him when it was five o'clock so he would leave on time for once. Except yeah, he can tell time on his own... I also told him to have a good night, and I thought he looked at me kinda weird when I said that, possibly because of what I did earlier. But I tell everyone to have a good night, good lunch, good break, whatever. So maybe he thinks I'm worrying too much or being weird for telling him to eat. However, in my defense, a) he looked bad on Monday, and not eating never helps and b) he *has* actually forgotten to eat lunch before and gone really late. Considering the cirsumstances I think I was justified in being concerned. I just wish he'd admit there's something wrong. He doesn't have to pretend to be happy if he's not. Also it just frustrates me when I feel like I can't do anything to help.